a second chance at love ♡

Long live all the magic we made, long live all the mountains we moved, I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.

Sat, 12 Feb 2011 21:27:00 -0500

There are other things we have to find, other ways we have to grow, before we find eachother. We found our way back once, I know in my heart that we can do it again.

Until our time comes, love. I’ll be seeing you.

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Fri, 04 Feb 2011 20:43:45 -0500

With falling in love there will always be a bottom

Thu, 03 Feb 2011 18:20:43 -0500

ntima:

whatemilysaid:

with falling in love there will always be a bottom but it doesn’t have to last. the scars and the heavy heart at the end seem like the fall wouldn’t be worth it, but it is. between the arguments where hitting that bottom causes wounds to re-open or the days where my heart feels like it’s dragging beneath my heels, the falling that it took to get there is irreplaceable. and after each hard hit, I fall a little more with my arms spread open and I pray each day that the bottom is infinite, for I never want to lay there with bruises that can’t be healed.

I really wish we were okay, so I wouldn't have to sit on here and wonder what to post.

Tue, 01 Feb 2011 18:30:00 -0500

I miss you. I miss you so much. And I don’t know anything right now. I don’t even know if you’ll go on here and read this anymore. This is the hardest thing we’ve put our relationship through and I don’t know if we can survive it. I’m really hoping we will. I ask every night that we do.

But you'll always be my hero, even when you've lost your mind. ♡

Sat, 29 Jan 2011 03:19:11 -0500

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Thu, 27 Jan 2011 03:42:33 -0500

We have an interesting relationship with the moon.

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 01:22:00 -0500

Every time we’ve been on the phone and one of us decides to look up at the moon, it’s full.

The night we saw eachother for the first time in 8 years, it was full.

The night we got back together, it was full, enormous, and beautiful.

The night we were at Disney, we were at our happiest. That night it was full and to our surprise, it became a lunar eclipse.

Since you left, our relationship has nearly been wrenched apart and hanging by a thread. I hadn’t seen the moon this pretty, since you left.

Today, we’re finally okay again. Tonight, this is our moon.

I promise I will try harder.

Wed, 19 Jan 2011 17:41:20 -0500

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Wed, 19 Jan 2011 17:39:27 -0500

Been up all night Staring at you. Wondering what’s on your...

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 16:16:00 -0500

Been up all night

Staring at you.

Wondering what’s on your mind.

I’ve been this way

with so many before,

but this feels like the first time…

If only I could see you and we were face to face, everything would be so much better right now. :(

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 00:27:00 -0500

No matter how frustrated or stressed out or tired or annoying...

Sun, 16 Jan 2011 00:01:00 -0500

No matter how frustrated or stressed out or tired or annoying or angry or ugly either one of us gets, I love you, and I’m still here.

Remember that.

I just spoke to someone who told me I was too young to possibly know who I want to spend my life with.

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 03:43:00 -0500

I’m about to be 22 years old. I know I don’t know everything. I am far from knowing everything. I have experienced a lot of pain, a lot of joy, a lot of heartbreak. I have been on my own, depended on no one but myself, fallen to my knees, and picked myself right back up. And I have known happiness, but this in no way means I know everything. There still is a lot for me to learn about life and about love.

What I have NOT felt throughout all of these years is the intensity, the passion, the electricity that I feel, for you— when I look at you, when your hand brushes against mine, when I see you for the first time after weeks, after months. Not since I was thirteen years old. Not since the first time.

I’m not the type to plan out the future, so yeah, I don’t know what it holds for us. But I do know that I want you in it. By my side, or 10,000 miles away. But it’s you, and only you I want. I knew back then, I know it now. We had 8 years to forget about eachother, and yeah, life happened from then ‘til now, but we didn’t, did we?

Guess we’re gonna have to prove them wrong.

The last night you were here,

Tue, 11 Jan 2011 17:32:00 -0500

we went to our playground late at night and wrapped ourselves up in a blanket. It was cold then. That’s all I want to do right now.

Let’s ignore his look of death, shall we? <3

Mon, 10 Jan 2011 23:33:00 -0500

Let’s ignore his look of death, shall we? <3

I caught myself smiling while I was talking to my Mom about you today.

Mon, 10 Jan 2011 03:21:19 -0500

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Sun, 09 Jan 2011 05:49:20 -0500

First two nights without talking to you.

Fri, 07 Jan 2011 02:06:10 -0500

Very weird, but I can do this. :)

You, just you.

Thu, 06 Jan 2011 19:23:00 -0500

Messy hair, unshaven, bloody knuckles because you think you’re indestructible. The imperfections. That knife you’re playing with that you’re never without. These are the things that drive me absolutely crazy about you.

I updated our story »

Thu, 06 Jan 2011 18:14:43 -0500

I updated our story »:

I didn’t think I would get many followers at all on this blog, since I made it mainly to leave things for Em while he’s away or we can’t communicate, so thank you! Anyway, I re-wrote most of our story to be easier to understand by other people and not just him and myself, lol. Feel free to take a look and thanks again, everyone. :)